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Peggy has a long talk with Kendall and suggests that she might go to college, or basically get some kind of life of her own that is not so Erica-centered, saying "It is hard to fathom why what happens at Wildwood would be of interest to a girl who has the whole world waiting outside her doorstep." Kendall is not open to this suggestion, and re-affirms her obsession with developing a relationship with her birth mother. Peggy gives up. Later, Kendall overhears Erica telling Dimitri that she does not have maternal feelings for Kendall, though she wishes she did, and may not ever develop such feelings. Kendall holds back tears.
In an effort to get to know Kendall, Erica arranges for a "girls night in". She has had her shopper, Brenda, pick up some clothes that Kendall might like, based on what Erica has told her. Kendall is less than enthusiastic about the clothes, and confronts Erica about what she overheard regarding her lack of maternal feelings. Erica eventually admits to Kendall that she does not love her, and manages to get a similar admission from Kendall about herself. When Erica suggests that they would both be happier should Kendall move out, Kendall becomes contrite and promises to do better. They decide to go shopping together the next morning to choose better clothes. Immediately following that, Erica gets a phone call from Bianca.
On the phone, Bianca tells Erica she is not happy in Seattle. She misses Erica but feels she ruined the entire summer. Erica responds that Bianca wasn't the cause of anything, and puts Kendall on the phone with instructions to reassure Bianca that she is welcome there. Dimitri and Mona walk in, and Erica explains to them what is happening. Bianca tells Kendall she wants to talk to her mother again, and Kendall says she'll tell her that and hangs up.
Mona informs Erica that she and Myrtle have purchased condos in a community to be built on Willow Lake. Erica is upset. Kendall excuses herself and calls Bianca to tell her that her phone call has upset Erica. Bianca wants to know what she said or did to upset her mother. Kendall tells Bianca that her mother misses her terribly, but Bianca says she can't come back; that her father will never let her go. Kendall tells her: "Don't worry. She'll get over it, and she'll eventually learn to deal with the fact that you just love your daddy more than her" and suggests that Bianca might run away, even going so far as to tell her how to do that.
Kendall goes outside, and overhears a strange conversation between Jackson Montgomery and Laurel Banning about disposing of a carpet and some clothing. She goes back inside and Travis Montgomery calls to inform Erica that Bianca is missing.
Erica is in a panic about Bianca's disappearance. She tells Kendall to book her on the next flight to Seattle and asks for a list of all the private detectives in the Seattle area. Then she reconsiders and tells Kendall to cancel that. Dimitri convinces Erica that she needs to stay home in case Bianca calls. Kendall leaves the room and seems to be wondering if she's gone too far this time. She re-enters the living room after a few minutes to find Jack Montgomery there, and says to him: "You came back?" When Erica asks what she means, Kendall says that when she went out for a walk, Mr. Montgomery was out by the birch tree. Jack explains that he was giving Laurel "a guided tour in the moonlight". Dimitri's theory is that Bianca is hiding somewhere to punish her father for not letting her leave. Erica remembers that she gave Bianca a locket with an 800 number in it, with which Bianca could reach her at any time on her cell phone. When Erica goes to get the cell phone, Kendall tells Dimitri that she may have unintentionally put the idea of running away into Bianca's head.
Erica gets very upset and accuses Kendall of another attempt to sabotage her life, going so far as to say that she wishes Kendall had never showed up in Pine Valley. Kendall accuses Erica of wishing that she had never been born. Later, Kendall returns and says this to Erica (while fighting back tears): "I know I came here with unreal expectations. I asked too much from everyone, especially from you. I turned your life upside down. I'm more sorry for that than you'll ever know. I sincerely hope and pray that Bianca's safe, and I think it's best for everyone if I just leave." Of course, Erica insists that she stay, and suggests that Kendall think about it while she calls Travis to let him know that Bianca might be on her way to Pine Valley. Kendall tells Dimitri that she thinks her mother hates her. Dimitri draws a parallel with his relationship with his brother and it seems to convince Kendall that a relationship with Erica is possible. Kendall admits that she's scared and Dimitri comforts her. Erica returns and says she told Travis that Bianca's running away was the result of a misunderstanding. Erica asks Kendall to stay, and Kendall agrees.
KENDALL LEARNS THE IDENTITY OF HER FATHER Erica enters the garden wearing a little yellow dress. Kendall is already there, and asks if there is news of Bianca. Erica says no. Dimitri enters carrying a bag, and says he is on his way to Seattle, and that he and Jack will find Bianca. Kendall goes inside and turns on the television. She begins to watch a movie labeled An Eric Kane production starring Richard Fields in which a man named Douglas attempts to seduce a much younger woman.
Erica walks in and tells Kendall that Dimitri has left. Erica recognizes the woman on screen as Katherine Patterson whom she describes as "a bore". Then Erica recognizes the man on screen and flees the room. Kendall follows and wants to know what has upset her. Erica asks, "Do you know who Richard Fields is?" Kendall identifies him as the actor who starred in the films INSPECTOR BLOODWORTH and SILVERMOON PALACE, but says she never knew that he had made a movie with her grandfather. Erica tells Kendall that her Grandfather made a lot of movies. Kendall informs her that her adoptive mother Alice was a big Richard Fields fan, and mentions that he disappeared for some time in the 70's. Kendall further remembers that Alice saw him on THE LOVEBOAT once. Based on Erica's reaction, Kendall guesses that Richard Fields is her father. When pressed, Erica admits this.
Erica tells Kendall the story of her 14th Birthday party, at which Fields, her favourite film star at the time, ended up being the only guest, and raped her. Erica tells Kendall that, now that she knows this, she must "let it all go". Kendall asks where her father is now, but Erica says she has no idea. Kendall thanks Erica for telling her the truth, then excuses herself, saying she promised Peggy to remind her to take her medicine. She leaves, but goes back to the television to finish watching her father on film, obviously with rapt attention.
Erica, still wearing the little yellow dress, is morosely sitting in the garden when Bianca walks in, carring an overnight bag. Erica decides to not tell anyone, including Kendall and Bianca's father, where Bianca is. Kendall enters and asks Erica whom she was talking to. Erica says she was talking to herself. Kendall suggests calling Valley Investigations to help in the search, and Erica says maybe in the morning, and says further that she is going to the Hunting Lodge where it is quiet and she can send "subliminal thoughts" to Bianca urging her to come home. Erica is in such a hurry to leave, she almost forgets her cell phone. Suspicious, Kendall follows Erica to the hunting lodge and sees her there with Bianca.
14 August 1993 - By Nancy M. Reichardt
United Press Syndicate:
EPISODE SYNOPSIS: Alec McIntyre, a dynamic young businessman, arrived at the hospital to talk to Adam about working for him while he recuperates. Gloria and Hayley warned Alec that Adam can be a monster, but Alec said he is up to the challenge. Erica was frantic when she learned that Bianca ran away after talking on the phone with Kendall. On a bus Bianca was harassed by a pervert, but a woman came to her rescue. Tad read Ted the riot act for punching a reporter who hounded Ted and Dixie.
Kendall phones Seattle and speaks to Dimitri pretending not to know that he has not been informed of Bianca's safe return. She tells him, with feigned reluctance, what happened and that she saw Bianca and Erica at the hunting lodge. Dimitri agrees not to tell Erica where he learned this. After the call, Kendall daydreams about Dimitri again.
Kendall goes to see Erica at the hunting lodge. Erica tells her: "If anyone else wants to see us, please make them wait." Then Dimitri walks in. Erica sends Kendall and Bianca back to the house so that she and Dimitri can talk things out.
On the way to the house, Kendall and Bianca pass the Merrick mausoleum. Kendall tells Bianca scary stories about the place, and a ghost named Helga. The two talk, and Kendall persuades Bianca to return to the hunting lodge to find out what Erica and Dimitri are fighting about. When they get there, Bianca hears Dimitri tell Erica that Bianca is ruining their marriage. Bianca, convinced that she is ruining her mother's marriage, runs away, and Kendall makes no real attempt to stop her. Kendall returns to the lodge and tells Erica that Bianca has run away again.
The Helga whose ghost Kendall uses to scare Bianca, is probably the former housekeeper to the Merrick family in Hungary who kept the secret of Edmund's ancestry for many years, and, after revealing it, fell to her death from atop the castle walls.
Erica and Dimitri argue some more, and then Dimitri calls Valley Investigations, and he and Kendall go searching for Bianca. Bianca hears them coming and hides in the mausoleum, locking the door. Inside, she hears Kendall and Dimitri discussing her disappearance. Dimitri heads back to the house, leaving Kendall outside the tomb. Remembering Kendall's scary stories about Helga the ghost, Bianca calls out, asking Kendall to open the door. Kendall joins Dimitri, and does not tell him of Bianca's cries for help. People arrive at the house to assist in the search. They check out the old mine shaft, which upsets Laurel Banning. Then Kendall suggests that Bianca might have locked herself in the mausoleum. Dimitri and others go and check. Erica tells Kendall she's been wonderful during this crisis.
Those searching for Bianca in the mine shaft find the body of Laurel Banning's ex-husband.
Erica tells Kendall that Dimitri drove Bianca away, and she can never forgive him for that. Mona arrives and is shocked to discover that Bianca returned the previous day and that Erica kept it a secret. Just then Bianca is carried in by Edmund Gray. Kendall hugs Bianca, who looks at her with some suspicion, and then walks Mona to her car. Mona suggests that Kendall stay with her for a few days. Kendall declines. Later, Dimitri is sitting alone in the living room, and Kendall, wearing a short robe, comes down for a drink to help her sleep.
Dimitri and Erica argue over going to a wine tasting. Since she has Bianca for only one week, Erica wants to spend all her time with Bianca. Kendall is in the hallway eavesdropping on their argument. Bianca sees Kendall and asks her what she's doing. Kendall and Bianca barge into the room, and Dimitri says that the discussion concerns the whole family, and tells everyone what the argument is about. Bianca is all right with the two of them going to the wine tasting, but Erica still refuses, and suggests that Dimitri go with Kendall, and that Kendall borrow one of her dresses for the occasion.
Kendall goes to the wine tasting with Dimitri, but Erica changes her mind and makes a surprise appearance. Dimitri is pleased and Kendall is disappointed.
Kendall tells Dimitri, who is alone with Erica in another room, that he'd better get back inside. That all hell is breaking loose. They all go back in to find some family member manhandling a reporter. The reporters are upset about some sort of cover-up. A man named named Randall asks Kendall to dance, but she tells him to get lost, and instead daydreams about dancing with Dimitri. And then Dimitri does ask her to dance.
ANTON LANG ARRIVES - After the party, Kendall goes to the stables. Thinking she is alone, she daydreams about Dimitri, then voices a litany of complaints about Erica, punctuated by the occasional thrown object. A man who has been out of sight stands up saying: "Do you mind? I'm trying to sleep." Kendall screams. She asks who he is and why he's there. When he reaches for his jacket pocket, Kendall threatens him with a pitchfork. The man grabs the pitchfork, and Kendall flees the stables yelling for help and the police.
Back at the house, Kendall tells Peggy what happened, and that she has called the police. The doorbell rings, and Peggy answers it, expecting the cops. Instead, the man from the stables walks in. Once Kendall identifies him as the intruder, Peggy holds him at bay with a fireplace poker until the police arrive. Kendall pats him down looking for a weapon (only above the waist). The police arrive and handcuff the man, who then identifies himself, producing a passport and an invitation from Dimitri as proof. Kendall still thinks Lang is a murderer, presumably because the killer of Laurel Banning's ex-husband Denny (whose body was recently found in the mine shaft) has not yet been identified. Dimitri walks in and confirms Lang's story. Anton, it turns out, is the brother of Corvina, Dimitri's housekeeper.
The date on the letter from Dimitri rules Lang out as a murder suspect, and the police now seem to focus on Laurel Banning as a suspect. Peggy takes Lang to the kitchen.
The next day, Dimitri tells Kendall that he, Erica, and Bianca are leaving immediately for the honeymoon they had postponed earlier. Erica and Bianca come in and Erica suggests that Kendall show Anton around while they are gone. After they leave, Kendall throws a throw pillow and wishes their luggage should get lost. Then Anton walks in, saying: "Your mood hasn't improved since last night." Kendall responds: "Do you know what 'stuff it' means?"
We learn that Richard Fields was married twice and has no acknowledged children, that he made a film called FAREWELL PICCADILLY with Madison Grant, and another film called THE LIBRARY, and that a couple of film biographies of Fields have been made. His best film, apparently, was INSPECTOR BLOODWORTH.
Kendall is watching one of her father's films on television. In it, he is comforting his on-screen daughter Angie during the London blitz. They sing There'll Be Bluebirds Over The White Cliffs of Dover, and when the scene finishes, Kendall rewinds the tape and watches it again, this time singing along softly. Dimitri walks in and she turns off the television. She points out to Dimitri that he is back a day early, and assures him that everything is all right. Dimitri tells her that Erica has flown on to Seattle with Bianca, then he reads the label on the video tape, discovering that it is Farewell Piccadilly, starring Madison Grant and Richard Fields. Dimitri says: "You know, don't you?" Kendall admits that she knows that Richard Fields is her father. Dimitri wants to know what's going on. Kendall explains how she found out about Fields. She tells Dimitri she's doing research on her father, then quotes from a review of Field's best film INSPECTOR BLOODWOOTH:
"Richard Fields shines as the irrepressible Inspector. His slightly decadent lip curl and gruff mannerisms burst into full flower in this sophisticated mature comedy surprise hit."
Kendall says that she found out a lot about Fields, but could not discover whether he is dead or alive. Dimitri suggests that might be for the best, but Kendall disagrees, and says that if her father is alive, she will find him. She says that she knows that doing that will hurt Erica, and because of that, she is going to move out. Dimitri says that rather than try to talk her out of it, he wants to try to help her. She responds: "You always see the good in me. You can't help me in this. Don't even try to smooth things over with Erica." Dimitri says that is not what he meant. "What,", he says, if I try to help you find your father?"
Kendall enters carrying books on Cinema. Dimitri speaks to her about her quest to find her father, setting two conditions for his assistance. The first condition is that Erica never find out about it. The second is that she realize the risk she is taking by doing this. Her father may not welcome being found by a daughter of whom he was not aware. Kendall accepts his conditions. Anton walks in to hand Dimitri a list of medical texts he needs. (He is a pre-med student.) Dimitri suggests that Kendall show Anton around town, but she declines. Instead, Kendall watches GOODBYE PICCADILLY again. Anton interrupts her TV viewing. He suggests that they try to get along with each other, but Kendall is having none of it, and suggests he try Peggy; that she might be more his speed. She leaves the room and Anton sits down to watch the film, wondering aloud what Kendall's fascination with it might be.
We learn that Richard Fields made 123 films, and that he was in the cast of a play called LOVE IN FLAT A, performed at The Empire Theater (presumably the one in New York that closed in 1953.
Kendall and Anton enter the living room bickering. She tells him that she doesn't want to go riding with him, and then he asks if it's time for "another B-movie film festival", and tells her he watched some of her movies. He has noticed that all the tapes have Richard Fields, whom he refers to as a mediocre actor. He asks: "Who is he, Kendall? And why are you his biggest fan?" They then have a disagreement as to the artistic value of Fields' work.
Kendall: "You probably have the classic works of the Gabor sisters back at home."
Anton: "Of course I do. Who doesn't"
Anton tells Kendall that Dimitri is worried about her, and has asked him to go easy on her. Kendall wants to know exactly what Dimitri said.
Later, Dimitri has invited the private detective Hayley Vaughan to assist Kendall in her quest to find her father. The three of them are discussing how to go about the search. Kendall has found an old playbill from The Empire Theater for LOVE IN FLAT A (names on the program include Nora McKenzie, Giselle Tovati, Bill Lowe, and Richard Fields), from before Fields was well known. Hayley says that a more recent bio might be more useful, perhaps something within the last 10 years. As they continue to discuss how to go about the search, Erica walks into the room.
Erica takes the playbill from Kendall's hands and becomes quite upset, saying that she will not have that in her house. Kendall tells Erica that Dimitri had nothing to do with it; that she was showing the playbill to Hayley when Dimitri walked in and that he had told her to get rid of it. Erica tells her that she understands Kendall's need to have the playbill, but that looking at it makes her sick. Kendall apologizes and says that she and Hayley were supposed to be going to a movie. Hayley and Kendall go to a bar and order wine. Hayley sees Charlie with another woman, and tells Kendall that she and Charlie broke up a couple of days previously. She is now a one-woman detective agency. Hayley borrows Kendall's long distance calling card and goes to a phone. She calls the Screen Actors Guild and, pretending to be a casting director, finds out that as of two years ago, Fields was a dues-paying member. After returning to the table, she tells Kendall all this, then makes excuses and hurriedly follows someone out of the bar.
Erica gives Kendall a present she brought back from France. A pair of earrings from a shop on the Left Bank. Kendall thanks her, and seems a bit overwhelmed. Lucy enters and says that Miss Vaughan is there to see Kendall. Hayley seems quite happy, and announces she is there to take Kendall up on her offer to go riding. Erica is suspicious of Hayley's presence, and asks if they are trying to find Richard Fields, and seems not entirely convinced by their denial.
Later, after Erica has left the house, Hayley, Kendall and Dimitri are discussing whether Kendall should drop the whole effort to find Fields. Kendall responds with this speech:
"Once upon a time, Erica Kane was just a picture in my scrapbook. I never dreamed that I would meet her, let alone that she would change my entire life. Enter my father, forgotten hero of the silver screen. I'm half his. Good half, bad half, I don't know. I look into Erica's eyes and I see Erica. Wouldn't it be nice to finally look in someone's eyes and see me? Or maybe I'm going to look into his eyes and run in the other direction. I don't know. And I won't know. I won't know until I can get a good look."
Then she tells Dimitri that if he really doesn't want her to do this, she won't. Dimitri tells Hayley to do whatever is necessary to find Kendall's father. Lucy announces the arrival of Charlie, who comes in and wants to see Hayley privately, but she declines and goes upstairs with Kendall. As Hayley is leaving. Dimitri comes into Kendall's room and Kendall thanks him for his help and asks him why he's taking such a risk to help her. Dimitri says it's because he cares for her. And because he loves her. Kendall is surprised.
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Dimitri explains that he loves Kendall because she is Erica's daughter, and because he admires her courage in locating her birth mother and trying to find her father. He tells her of his relationship with his own father, Hugo, and how it hurt when he found out the truth about him. Kendall tells him: "I can't do this alone, and you're all that I've got. Promise me you won't desert me?" Dimitri assures her that he wouldn't walk out on her. Brooke English walks in with Erica, who is complaining that she wasn't informed about the investigation of Willow Lake Acres, the real estate development in which Mona has invested. It is explained that it was an undercover investigation. Edmund, Dimitri's brother, comes in dressed strangely, and announces that he is working undercover as Eduardo, Phoebe Wallingford's gigolo.
Kendall finds Hayley at the stables working on the case. It turns out that Hayley no longer has an office since she and Charlie broke up. Hayley complains that Charlie spied on her. Kendall and Hayley commiserate about relationships.
Dimitri and Erica are cuddling on the couch when Kendall and Anton enter arguing loudly. Kendall complains that Anton is constantly following her. Anton apologizes to Erica and Dimitri and excuses himself. Erica explains to Kendall that Anton is attracted to her and that "attention is attention". While Kendall is denying that she needs a romantic relationship in her life, Dimitri gets a call telling him that Edmund is in the hospital. He leaves to see if everything is all right with his brother. Erica persuades Kendall to stay up and talk so that she can impart relationship advice.
Erica suggests that she help Kendall with makeup and clothes to make her more attractive to men. She also says that she knows what it is to be without a father, and talks about her own father, Eric Kane. Then she tells Kendall that her decision not to try to find Richard Fields is a good one. Kendall looks uncomfortable and says she is going to bed.
Instead, Kendall goes to the stables to review material about her father. Anton finds her there and tries to apologize. Kendall loudly insists that he leave, but he sees the pictures of Fields on the table. He tells her she is sick for being obsessed with an old actor. Kendall tells him that Fields is her father, and also about the rape that led to her birth. She tells him: "You hit the nail right on the head, Anton. I'm horrible, pathetic, and ugly. The only reason I am alive is that he raped Erica." Anton tries to reassure her that she is neither horrible nor ugly, and admits he has been thinking about her quite a bit. He assures her that he will tell no one about their conversation. After he leaves, Kendall stares after him with surprise on her face.
Kendall is at the stables staring at a photo of her father. Erica walks in, catches her, and freaks. In a long, emotional speech she tells Kendall about the rape in detail and then sets fire to the papers and photos of Fields on the table. Anton and Dimitri, attracted by the smoke, come in and put out the fire. Anton stays with Kendall and Dimitri takes Erica back to the house to try to calm her down. Erica calms somewhat, but finally says to Dimitri that either Kendall gives up her quest to see her father, or "she leaves this house tonight". Kendall enters the room just in time to hear Erica say that.
Kendall promises Erica that her quest to find Fields is over. Erica goes upstairs. Kendall then admits to Dimitri that she lied, and that she still plans to find her father. Dimitri, angry, gets her to promise that if she meets Fields once, she will never see him again. The episode ends with Erica having nightmares.
Kendall is reading in the living room. Anton enters waving a white flag and asks if he can join her. Kendall is open to this and they talk. Erica is away caring for Bianca who has a broken collarbone. Kendall tells Anton that things are tense between herself and the rest of the family, saying "Erica's with the only daughter that she cares about. As long as Bianca's safe and sound, all's right with the world."
SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR'S FIRST SCREEN KISS Dimitri is in his office working. Kendall tries to persuade him to go riding, flirting with him in the process. Anton walks in with Dimitri's mail, and Kendall keeps on flirting with Dimitri. Anton realizes what is happening. Dimitri finally agrees to go riding with Kendall.
Kendall arrives at the stables first and daydreams about Dimitri. Anton arrives and interrupts her reveries. He tells her that Dimitri can't make it. Kendall shows her frustration at this, and Anton confronts her about her feelings, saying that Kendall has a crush on Dimitri. Kendall denies this, and to prove it, kisses Anton. Anton asks her if she has a crush on him. She denies this as well. Anton tells her that wasn't much of a kiss, and asks her if she would like to try again. They kiss, and Kendall seems to be enjoying it, then she pulls away saying "Stop it. Stop it.". Anton is puzzled.
Jerry Stiller plays Richard Fields' agent, Mo Green. He was half of the husband and wife comedy team Stiller and Meara. Anne Meara, the other half of the team, had the recurring role on AMC of Peggy Moody.
Anton tries to make Kendall realize why she pulled away from him, finally telling her that she really wants Dimitri. Dimitri has arrived at the stables just in time to hear this accusation. There is panic on Kendall's face. Dimitri pretends that he heard nothing. After Kendall leaves, Anton and Dimitri talk.
Hayley interviews Richard Fields' agent, Mo Green. He tells her that Fields is still alive, but that she should leave him be. He tells Hayley that what finished Fields' career was when he went after the 13 year old daughter of a studio head (the implication being that it was Erica). Hayley insists that other people are counting on her to find Fields, and that he must tell her where he is.
Back at the house, Dimitri confronts Kendall, admitting that he heard what Anton said. He asks Kendall if Anton was right. Kendall denies being in love with Dimitri. Dimitri says he will forget it ever happened, and he'll see her at dinner. After Dimitri leaves, Kendall daydreams about her father. In the dream, Fields is reassuring her that "Daddy will fix everything." At the same time, Hayley meets Richard Fields.
Hayley tells Kendall and Dimitri what she found out about Fields. Kendall insists that she still must confront her father. Anton overhears the conversation, and when Kendall goes to the stables to cry, he follows her there to comfort her. He is holding her when Dimitri comes in with a similar idea. Kendall rushes to Dimitri, much to the disappointment of Anton.
Anton finds Kendall packing. She informs him that she and Dimitri are going to LA the next day to confront her father. Anton brings up their kiss, and Kendall gets defensive, saying she is inexperienced, and essentially admitting that she is a virgin, explaining this way:
"When I was 14, I found out by accident that the lady in the apron didn't give birth to me. I was adopted. I also found out that my birth was this major catastrophe in some 9th grader's life. I didn't know that she was raped. I had all these visions of my mother, like me, just fooling around in the back seat of some guy's car and the next thing you knew there was this baby. I wasn't about to let that happen to me. I didn't want to know about sex, or anything even connected with it. To me, sex was like the enemy. It was something waiting to grab me and to destroy my entire life, only I wasn't going to let it. I wasn't even going to get close.
Anton suggests that they should try an experiment, just one "tiny little kiss". They kiss, and Kendall seems to be enjoying it. Then Dimitri walks in. Kendall is instantly defensive, and assures Dimitri that there is nothing between herself and Anton. Dimitri suggests that perhaps there should be. Kendall changes the subject and says she is worried about meeting her father. Dimitri holds her and tells her that he will be by her side "all the way".
KENDALL MEETS HER FATHER In Los Angeles, at Fields' nursing home, Dimitri and Hayley try to persuade Kendall to wait a while before seeing er father, and when they cannot persuade her to do that, they try to go in with her. She tells them she must do this alone. She confronts Fields about what happened on Erica's 14th birthday, and he responds with an account that seems a bit delusional. Kendall goes back to Dimitri and Hayley and tells them shee hasn't yet told Fields that she is his daughter. Over their objections, she determines that she will do so.
Kendall tells Dimitri and Hayley to go back to the hotel, and that she will join them there later. She goes back in to see Fields. Kendall tells him that he is her father. She asks him again how things went that night with Erica, and he tells her that Erica was not at all upset. That she thanked him before he left. Kendall seems to believe hiim. She says:
"Everything anyone's ever told me about my life was a lie. The adoptive parents lied to me. Erica lied. Everything I found out, I found out on my own."
Fields says that, had he known, he would have raised her as his only child. Kendall runs into his arms. Then Dimitri enters and tells Fields to get his hands off of ndall. Kendall tells Dimitri to stop.
Dimitri attacks Fields and has to be pulled off by Hayley. After calming down a bit, Dimitri says that he nts to speak to Fields alone, and promises not to hurt him. Kendall reluctantly agrees to this. Meanwhile, Kendall and Hayley talk. Kendall tells Hayley that she is no longer sure that Erica's story about the rape is true, and that she believes the version of events told her by Fields. Hayley is a bit shocked, and goes on at length about how bad Fields is. Kendall finally agrees with her, most likely to get her to stop. Dimitri returns to the hotel and tells Kendall that he got some things off his chest with Fields. Kendall makes excuses and says she needs to go for a walk alone. She returns to the nursing home to see her father.
Kendall asks Fields directly if he raped Erica. Fields denies it entirely, saying that Erica told him it was her 18th birthday and suggests that Erica cried rape because she was pregnant and didn't know what else to do. Kendall believes him. Kendall and her father get into a discussion of how bad Erica is, but Kendall assures him that Dimitri is a good guy and tells her father that she is in love with Dimitri. Then Dimitri and Hayley walk in. Dimitri gives Kendall a choice, either she must give up seeing her father entirely and never mention him again, or she must leave Pine Valley. Kendall thinks about it for a bit, then agrees to return to Pine Valley with Dimitri. She asks to say goodbye to her father alone. She tells Fields that the two of them will have lots of time together in the future, and before she leaves, she kisses him on the cheek and gives him some money to tide him over for a while until she can send him a check.
Back in Pine Valley, Kendall telephones Fields. Erica walks in on the call. Kendall makes excuses and hangs up. She makes a point of apologizing to Erica for her previous insensitivity about Fields and tells Erica that she will never see her father again. Erica is upset even at the mention of Fields' name. Erica tells Kendall that being with the recuperating Bianca went well so long as she was with Bianca, but that, when she was alone in her hotel room at night, she was terrified and had flashbacks about the rape. Erica tries again to explain to Kendall how she feels about the whole Fields thing. Kendall, feeling insecure, offers to carry Erica's bag up to her room and bring her some tea, but Erica declines both, saying that the only person she wants to see at them moment is Dimitri, and that Kendall should go back to what she was doing. Once alone, Kendall says aloud: "Excuse me for being such a headache. Excuse me for being alive."
Later, Kendall tries to bring Erica a cup of tea in her bedroom. Erica freaks and tells Kendall to get out. Dimitri walks in and Erica goes after him for not being there earlier. Dimitri assures Erica that he did not know she had returned. Kendall goes downstairs where she finds Anton in the living room. After getting assurances of confidentiality, Kendall tells Anton that she believes her father when he says he did not rape Erica. Anton is skeptical. Kendall points out that Erica has been married eight times, has slept with many men, and that plenty of girls slept around in the 9th grade. Anton asks why Kendall is so angry at Erica. Kendall responds:
"I could have had a wonderful father, but Erica never even told him that I was alive. I could have grown up with glamourous and wonderful people, but Erica pawned me off to hicks. I was the only daughter of a famous movie star who would have showered me with attention, but Erica trundled me off to nowhere because I was proof of something she was. I was born to live a golden life, but Erica cheated me. She took what was mine."
Anton asks Kendall how, having all this rage against Erica, she can continue to live in Erica's house. Kendall responds: "I'm not going anywhere. Erica owes me, and I'm going to collect."
In the midst of a thunderstorm, Kendall calls her father again, but he is not in. She leaves a message. Erica has a nightmare about the rape. She is sleeping alone, and is wakened by the phone ringing. She answers and it is Richard Fields returning Kendall's call. He says "Erica, is that you?" Erica freaks again. Hearing Erica's scream, Kendall rushes to her bedroom to find Dimitri comforting her. Kendall offers to help, but Erica tells her to leave.
In the hall, Kendall runs into Anton again. She tells him what happened. Dimitri enters and asks Kendall if she gave Richard Fields Erica's phone number. Kendall says she doesn't think so, but he may have gotten the number from information. Dimitri says that the number is unlisted. Anton rescues Kendall by saying that "It's not so difficult to get this number. All you have to do is call Enchantment. I did just after I arrived. I was downtown and the receptionist just gave it to me." After Dimitri leaves, Kendall asks Anton why he covered for her. He responds that he cares about her, and warns her that sooner or later, she will have to make a choice between her father and Dimitri. Kendall says of Dimitri: "There must be some way that I can convince him. Some way to win him over to my side.".
Erica is siting in the living room, wearing a red dress and drinking tea. She has a waking nightmare about Richard Fields telling her that she "asked for it". She drops the teacup and it shatters. Erica calls for Lucy, the maid. Instead, Kendall enters. When Erica sees Kendall she looks afraid and asks why Kendall always sneaks up on her. Kendall asks if she wants to talk about anything, and Erica says yes. She has been thinking about her past. Things she hasn't thought about for a long time and that are very painful. She is ready to tell Kendall that it would be better if she were to move out, when Dimitri enters with Edmund and tells her he needs to speak to her right away.
Edmund suggests that he and Kendall go for a jog. Kendall declines and says that if anyone needs her she will be in the study. Edmund follows Kendall to the study, where he finds her looking at an Atlas. He suggests to Kendall that at this point in her life she has many options, and that travel might be one of them. Then Dimitri joins them and suggests that while Erica's problems are not Kendall's fault, perhaps she should find an apartment somewhere, to ease tensions. Kendall does not react well to this. She clings to Dimitri saying: "Please don't make me leave. I'll do anything. I'll live in the attic. Erica will never see me. I can live in the wine cellar. I've worked my entire life for this, please don't take away what I've just found." Kendall eventually agrees to look for an apartment, and Dimitri assures her that she is still a part of the family and welcome at Wildwind. Kendall leaves and Edmund suggests to Dimitri that with Kendall leaving, Dimitri and Erica might be able to finally have a real honeymoon, without kids. Kendall is listening from the hallway, and says aloud, softly: "Someone is going to be leaving Wildwind, all right, but it's not going to be me."
Kendall is lying on her bed. Anton walks in. Kendall tells him that she has been asked to move out, explaining that Erica "got her way, again. She stamped her cute little size twos and threatened to go looney tunes." She explains to Anton that Erica agreed to pay for any apartment she wanted, and offered to pay for her to go to college. Anton playfully offers to take the punishment for her, and suggests that should Kendall move out, it would enable her to see him in a whole new way. This disconcerts Kendall, who gets up and walks away.
Kendall goes downstairs and walks in on Erica and Dimitri having a talk. She tells Erica that Dimitri has spoken to her about finding a place of her own, and that she will start looking for an apartment the next day. Erica seems relieved. After Kendall leaves the room, she lurks in the hallway to listen in on the rest of the conversation. She hears Erica tell Dimitri that once Kendall leaves she can show him "the kind of undercover work I am most famous for" Then Kendall watches from the hall as they kiss. Kendall goes to her room, and after a short tirade against Erica, calls her father.
Fields suggests to Kendall that fighting Erica might not be the best idea; that Erica couldn't really be hurt more than she has already hurt herself. Kendall says there might just be a way. She goes downstairs and interrupts Dimitri to tell him about a fax. When he leaves to check it out, Kendall talks to Erica, letting it slip that she and Hayley were in LA recently. Kendall goes up to her room. Anton walks in again and finds Kendall unpacking. Downstairs, Erica is confronting Dimitri about Kendall's Los Angeles trip with Hayley.
In her room, Kendall and Anton are talking. Kendall tells Anton that she "accidentally" let slip to Erica that she and Hayley went to LA. Anton suggests to her that she might have done that on purpose, so that the real game can begin. That is, playing Erica off against Fields. Kendall looks at him curiously, wondering how far she can trust him. Anton warns Kendall that Dimitri might turn against her. Kendall says that if she loses Dimitri she will have no one, and Anton tells her that is not true. Kendall says that her father is an old man, and might not be around for long. Anton says he was referring to himself. Testing him, Kendall asks if he believes she told Erica about the trip by accident. He responds that according to Sigmund Freud there are no accidents. Erica storms into the room, calls Kendall a little witch, and slaps her.
Erica hurls an emotional speech at Kendall, accurately describing everything that she has done since arriving in Pine Valley, calling her evil and saying she should have killed her [in episode #6149] but Dimitri held her back. After a couple of minutes of this, Dimitri walks in and orders Erica to stop "right now". Erica refuses to apologize, and says that she will never take back what she said and turns to walk away.
DIMITRI: "Erica, please don't go."
ERICA: "Don't go? Fine. You go, and you go to hell and take her with you."
Erica walks out of the room and Kendall tells Dimitri that she accidentally told Erica about the LA trip. Dimitri is angry and asks Kendall if she planned this all along. Just then Erica appears in the doorway with a suitcase, wearing a leather jacket, and tells them she is leaving the house, and that the two of them can have it.
ERICA LEAVES DIMITRI Dimitri and Erica argue. Erica accuses Dimitri of disloyalty, and maintains that his efforts were designed to help Kendall, not her. Dimitri tells Erica that, if she walks out, she can never come back (while at the same time professing his love for her). Erica says that he should not give ultimatums. She picks up her suitcase and walks away. Kendall has listened to the entire exchange from the hall. She ducks out of sight as Erica leaves.
Kendall tries to comfort Dimitri, saying that perhaps Erica's leaving was for the best. Dimitri becomes angry, and suggests to Kendall that she has had "slips of the tongue" before, and they have all resulted in injury to Erica. He speculates that she may have done these things "accidentally on purpose". Kendall breaks down, insisting that all she wanted was Dimitri and Erica's acceptance. Kendall screams that she has ruined everything, and Dimitri follows her as she flees to another room. She stands in front of a mirror and says:
"Look at me. Look at me. I'm ugly, and I'm stupid, and I'm horrible. Everything Erica said about me was true. I'm worth less than nothing to her. I'm nothing to anyone. The best I can ever be, I can ever amount to, is the daughter of a rapist - sick, and depraved, and evil."
She hurls an ashtray, shattering the mirror. Kendall continues her tirade, destroying objects, while claiming that, as a child of rape, she is "evil", "wretched", and poisons everything. Dimitri looks on somewhat helplessly and tries to minimize the breakage. Lamenting Erica's departure, Kendall cries that she betrayed both Erica and Dimitri. Dimitri should hate her, she insists, because she's just like her father and never should have been born. Finally, Anton comes into the room, takes Kendall in his arms, and calms her down, though she continues to sob. We see Anton and Kendall reflected in the broken mirror.
This is the 1993 Thanksgiving episode (aired the day before the holiday). In it, Erica asks Dimitri for a divorce, and Jack the Lawyer (himself one of Erica's exes) tries to talk her out of it. In this episode, we learn that Erica told her father of the rape immediately after it occurred and that her father was not sympathetic, saying that she had "asked for it". The full episode has been posted by snarkweighsin on YouTube.
Kendall is lying across her bed, sobbing. Dimitri watches, unable to find a response. She begins to pack, and Dimitri says that she doesn't have to leave. She asks how her staying will affect Erica, and Dimitri tells her that Erica won't be coming back, and she should put her things away.
Edmund is reading. Kendall peers around the doorframe to ask where Dimitri is, and is told he is with Erica. Edmund responds to Kendall's surprise at this news, saying: "Yeah, she is. She came by to pick up some things she can't live without, like her husband." Kendall expresses disbelief that, after all the terrible things she said to Dimitri, Erica and Dimitri could get back together. Edmund asks Kendall if the Harts, her adoptive parents, ever fought. Kendall says no. Edmund attempts to explain that for couples to fight is normal, and suggests that the mark of sanity is the ability to see the other person's point of view. None of this seems to sink into Kendall, who is still quite angry at Erica, and not too pleased at the prospect of being forced into an efficiency apartment should Erica move back in. Edmund tells her life is never fair. He tells Kendall that, if Dimitri and Erica have a chance to repair their relationship, she should let them, and not fan the flames.
Naturally, Kendall walks in on Dimitri and Erica's conversation, and says hello. Erica asks Kendall why she is still at Wildwind and Dimitri explains that he asked her to stay. In disbelief, Erica says: "Kendall said she'd move out, but you asked her not to?" Kendall leaves, but remains in the hallway, listening.
Edmund sees Kendall in the hallway, takes her into another room and cautions her to stop attacking Erica. Then Edmund explains to Dimitri that Kendall's interruption of his attempt to make up with Erica was no accident.
In her room, Kendall gets a call from Alice Hart in Florida, wanting to know if Kendall is coming home for Christmas. It turns out her adoptive father, Bill Hart, is having a bowling party on the 23rd. Kendall is non-committal, and Alice tells her that this has gone on long enough, that Kendall must realize that she, not Erica, is her real mother.
Edmund is speaking to Dimitri about Kendall. Dimitri refuses to believe that Kendall is capable of what Edmund is suggesting. Edmund asks Dimitri to consider the possibility that Kendall is trying to make Erica's life "a living hell".
Kendall goes to see Erica, and tells her about Alice's phone call. She asks Erica if there is any chance for them to have a mother-daughter relationship. Erica tells her to go home, and that all she and Kendall have left is goodbye.
Kendall then goes to see Dimitri and makes an attempt at being seductive. She finally tells Dimitri that she loves him.
Erica phones Wildwind and Lucy answers. In response to her questions, Lucy tells Erica that Kendall is not there, that she was gone out for the evening in fancy dress, and that Dimitri has gone to the hunting lodge. Erica asks if Dimitri is alone at the hunting lodge, and Lucy says that, if Mr. Merrick was expecting someone, he didn't confide in her.
Dimitri is at the hunting lodge with Kendall and is becoming impatient with her. Kendall tries to kiss him. Dimitri tries to explain that he only loves her as a daughter, but Kendall interprets whatever Dimitri says as confirmation of her fantasies about him. Dimitri offers to pay for a psychiatrist for Kendall.
Erica is at home, lying on the couch in a red dressing gown. She has a dream in which Richard Fields and Kendall are dancing. Dimitri walks in and tells Fields to get his filthy hands off her. Fields disappears. Dimitri walks over to Kendall and takes Fields' place in her arms. Erica tells Dimitri repeatedly to stop, but he does not hear her, and keeps dancing with Kendall. Erica wakes up.
Back at the hunting lodge, Dimitri is still trying to convince Kendall that he does not love her. Kendall tells him that, if he does not love her, she does not want to live. When Dimitri mentions the rape of Erica by Kendall's father, Kendall tells him that it is a lie, and that Erica asked for it, and was not raped. Dimitri becomes angry and grabs Kendall, telling her that she should never again say that. Erica is watching through the window, and sees them struggle.
Kendall launches into an emotional tirade against Erica, a blend of fact and fantasy, finishing with the statement:
"Erica Kane only does what's best for Erica Kane. She lies and says it's for my own good. Well, the greatest lie she ever told was the one about my father. She is the monster, not him. She is the one who lied, not him, and when you defend her, you are just as bad as she is. You want to turn your back on me? Fine. You and Erica are both monsters. You two deserve each other."
Dimitri tells Kendall he wants her out of his house, and that he never wants to see her again. Kendall threatens to kill herself, and Dimitri is not moved, suggesting that it is her life and she can do what she wants with it. He leaves. Kendall waits for a moment, composes herself, and follows him out.
KENDALL LOSES HER VIRGINITY Kendall goes to see Anton, who is sleeping. She tells him she wants to kill herself. Kendall describes what happened with Erica and Dimitri, and wonders aloud why no one loves her as much as she loves them. Anton says that it is not necessarily true, implying that he loves her. Kendall and Anton kiss for a while, and then have sex (entirely offscreen). Afterward, Anton tells her that he is very tired and needs to sleep. He tells her to wake him if she needs anything. Kendall lies there and seems to formulate a plan. Later, after sleeping for a while, she gets up. Anton is still asleep.
Kendall goes to see Erica. She implies to Erica, with apparent reluctance, that she was raped by Dimitri.
The scene at the end of this episode, with Kendall on the phone to her father, was shown during the 1994 Daytime Emmy Awards at the announcement of Sarah Michelle Gellar's nomination.
Erica initially does not believe Kendall, but when Kendall asks to be taken to a doctor, and says that she fears she may be pregnant, Erica begins to waver in her disbelief. Erica still insists that Kendall is lying about Dimitri so Kendall asks her for enough money for a one-way bus ticket to get her as far away from Pine Valley as possible. Erica decides to call her bluff and take her to the hospital.
At the hospital, Dr. Martin tells Erica that Kendall has definitely had sex within the last 12 hours and based on the pelvic examination, it was her first time. The doctor also describes bruises on her upper arms, as though someone had grabbed her and held her tightly. He asks Erica if it is possible that Kendall was raped. When she finds out that Kendall has not made any statement to the doctor, she asks to speak to Kendall before the police are called. She goes into Kendall's room and asks Kendall to tell her everything.
Kendall alleges that Dimitri made passes at her when they were in Los Angeles. Erica insists that Kendall tell her everything that happened between her and Dimitri. Kendall spins a detailed and convincing tale of the events that led to the "rape". While Kendall describes her fantasy, Erica remembers her own experience with Richard Fields. After Erica leaves, Kendall finds a phone and calls Fields. She tells her father that "You were right. Everything you said about Erica is true. She's selfish and she horrible and so is Dimitri. They treat me like dirt. They're going to be sorry. Very, very sorry."
Erica rings the doorbell at the hunting lodge. When Dimitri comes to the door, she stares at him with a mixture of bewilderment and anger.
ERICA STABS DIMITRI Dr. Martin introduces Kendall to Officer Mimi Reed. Kendall tells Officer Reed that she does not need the police. Officer Reed explains the legal definition of rape to Kendall and asks Kendall to tell her what happened. Kendall refuses to show her bruises, and claims she never used the word rape. She refuses to press charges and asks for medication to prevent her from becoming pregnant. She asks the cop to leave. Dr. Martin returns with the morning after pill and tells her that Anton came by to see her. This upsets Kendall, who invokes doctor-patient confidentiality, and tells Dr. Martin to tell no one about Anton. Mona arrives, and Kendall speaks to her in only in vague terms, giving no specifics.
At the hunting lodge, Erica is hysterical, imagining Dimitri to be Richard Fields. They struggle, and Erica breaks away from him. She grabs a letter opener and stabs Dimitri.
Erica stands over Dimitri with the letter opener in her hand, and screams: "You're a dead man. I've finally killed you."
Back at the hospital, Mona tries to get Kendall to tell her what happened but Kendall asserts that she can't say anything until she has spoken to Erica. They are interrupted when Erica arrives and tells Mona, "Mother, I killed him." When Mona asks who she killed, Erica responds: "Richard Fields. I killed him. He's dead." Kendall's eyes go wide with fear.
Dr. Martin, a nurse, and Mona try to find out where Erica was when she stabbed "Fields". They ask her if she has seen Dimitri, and Erica slowly begins to realize that it was Dimitri that she stabbed. Back at the house Dimitri tries to phone for help, but passes out before he can complete the call.
When Dr. Martin gives directions to the ambulance service, we learn that Wildwind is on "route 7, on the west side, just at the edge of town".
At the hospital, Erica is being restrained by Jack the lawyer. Once she calms a bit, he asks her where Dimitri is. When she cannot answer, he asks her to tell him what happened. Edmumd and Maria walk in just as Erica states that she killed Dimitri. Everyone appears shocked (Kendall somewhat less so). Finally, Erica tells them that she stabbed Dimitri at Wildwind. Erica becomes focused on a blood spot on her clothing. Dr. Martin takes Erica away and everyone follows, leaving Kendall alone. Kendall mutters "She killed him. She killed Dimitri" and faints just as Anton walks in.
Anton visits Kendall, who has been told to rest in hospital. She tells him to get out, that he's going to "ruin everything". This makes Anton curious, so she tells him that she had Erica take her to the hospital to get the morning-after pill, since neither of them had taken precautions. When she tells him to go back to Wildwind, Anton tells her that he "had it out" with Dimitri the previous night, and had accused Dimitri of leading Kendall on, so he cannot return to Wildwind. Kendall says: "If you've blown it with Dimitri, doesn't that mean you've blown your visa too?" Anton says that he won't go back to Hungary, and that Kendall needs him. Kendall responds: "You're as wrong as you can be. Get the hell out of my life. Get out and stay out."
Officer Reed and Detective Frye arrive at the hospital. Edmund, who is quite angry, tells them that Erica stabbed Dimitri, and demands that she be arrested. Jack Montgomery and his associate, Livia Frye come in and explains to the detective (Livia's brother) that Erica thought Dimitri was Richard Fields when she stabbed him. The lawyers prevent the detective from questioning Erica until she can have a psychological evaluation. Eva tries to calm Edmund, and suggests he inquire about Dimitri's condition.
Kendall visits Erica. Officer Reed is guarding the door and tells Kendall she can't go in, but when she informs Kendall that Erica is not under arrest, Kendall walks in. Erica is lying in bed, looking a bit bewildered. Hoping that Erica has been movitated by maternal feelings for her, Kendall asks Erica why she stabbed Dimitri. Kendall is disappointed when Erica explains that she thought she was killing Richard Fields. Jack Montgomery is about to get Kendall to explain what happened the previous night when Detective Frye walks in with Officer Reed and arrests Erica.
Detective Frye reads Erica her rights, while Jack Montgomery tries to calm Erica down. Erica tries to flee the hospital room but runs into Edmumd who restrains her, saying that, if Dimitri dies, she's going to "fry" and that he will personally make sure of that. Mona enters. Kendall offers to get Erica's clothes for her so she can gets dressed, then remembers that the clothes are covered in blood. Mona tells everyone that she burned the suit that Erica had been wearing at Erica's instruction. Erica tries to tell Edmund that his brother has a "dark side" and that "last night changed everything".
Kendall visits Diimitri's hospital room. He is unconscious. Kendall says to him: "I wanted to be with you. I offered you everything. We could've been together. But now, no one has anyone. Have they? It is such a waste. You were my first love. I never felt that way about anyone. You couldn't see me. You had your chance. But you didn't take it. And that was a mistake. Now, now you're paying my price. And that's sad. But, maybe just to make it a little easier..." Kendall leans over to kiss Dimitri, and is interrupted by the entrance of Maria and Edmund, who shouts at her, asking what she is doing.
Kendall says she's only there out of concern for Dimitri. Maria tells her she has to leave, and at that point, Dimitri wakes up with a cough. His first words, looking at Kendall, are: "Get her out of here". Alone in the hallway, Kendall says aloud: "Well, Dimitri's paid up. Now it's Erica's turn."
Kendall is at Wildwind (which is decorated for Christmas) explaining events to a skeptical Anton. She denies any involvement with the stabbing, saying only that Erica, in her delusional state, believed Dimitri to be Richard Fields. Anton asks Kendall directly if Erica stabbed Dimitri because of her and Kendall again denies any involvement. Jack Montgomery comes to the door, and Kendall lets him in. Jack asks to speak to Kendall privately, and, after Anton leaves, he tells Kendall Erica's story that Kendall told her that Dimitri had raped her. Kendall denies ever telling Erica any such thing. Anton is listening from the hallway.
Kendall admits she asked Erica to take her to hospital so that she would not get pregnant, but refuses to say with whom she had sex that night, though insisting it was not Dimitri. When Jack insists on the identity of Kendall's lover, Anton re-enters the room and states that he slept with Kendall, and offers to help Jack if he can. Jack leaves. Anton accuses Kendall of having sex with him to provide evidence that would help her accuse Dimitri of rape. Kendall denies this, saying that both he and Erica are crazy. Anton responds: "The only one in this house that's crazy is you."
Peggy brings Kendall some tea and chocolate truffle cake. Edmund comes in and tries to throw Kendall out of the house. He describes to Peggy, who at first defends Kendall, what Kendall has done. Kendall denies everything, and Peggy is uncertain whose side to take. Kendall packs her things and says to herself: "Don't be so quick to write me off, Edmund. I may be back here yet." She opens the front door to leave, and finds Erica standing outside.
Erica comes in and tells Kendall she's not leaving until they straighten things out. She tells Kendall that she does not have to be afraid, that she can tell Jack the lawyer the truth about what happened. Kendal searches for a way out of the situation. Erica tells Kendall that she will back her up 100%. Kendall tells Erica that she had sex that night, but that she never said she had sex with Dimitri. Kendall spins a tale of coming to Erica for motherly advice after her first sexual experience with Anton. Erica begins to realize that she is in trouble, and says that she is not confused, and that Kendall is lying. Kendall suggests that Erica see a psychiatrist. Erica presses Kendall on her story, and Kendall finally admits what happened.
Kendall: All right, yes. I did want to hurt you. I want to hurt both of you so bad, I'd die. Everything horrible that happens to you from now on you deserve. You asked for it. People like you should not be allowed to have children."
ERICA: "Do you have any idea what you have done?"
KENDALL: "I don't care. Whatever it is is nothing compared to what you did. You hated your own child from the second she was born. You threw me out like the trash not once, but twice."
Kendall finally tells Erica that she believes Richard Fields never raped her, drawing a parallel between her own deception about Dimitri and what she believes Erica did to Fields. Erica calls Kendall a lying, scheming witch and Kendall picks up a pair of scissors and offers them to Erica saying: "Here. You're so good at stabbing people. Stab me." Erica responds: "I don't have to. In my mind and in my heart, you are already dead. I have only one daughter, Bianca, who I love and who loves me as much as I love her. And you -- you are nothing but a long and hideous nightmare. Thank god, I just woke up."
Kendall walks into Dimitri's hospital room. Edmund tries to throw her out, but Dimitri wants to hear what she has to say. Kendall tells him she never told Erica that he had raped her, and says she wants Dimitri back in her life. Dimitri tells her to get out and that he never wants to lay eyes on her again. Kendall leaves and goes to Mrs. Fargate's rooming house. She asks for a room, assuring Myrtle that she will be no trouble. Then she requests a second room, for an elderly "uncle from Florida". When Myrtle leaves the room, Kendall phones her father, Richard Fields, and asks him to come see her.
Kendall makes the error of saying "wrecked havoc" instead of "wreaked havoc". It is unknown if this was intentional on the part of the writers.
Kendall, wearing a white sweater and white pants is reading the headline from the cover of THE NATIONAL INTRUDER - "Enchantment Queen's Crime of Passion - Husband Vows to Put Wife Away". Richard Fields phones to tell her he won't be able to travel right away. His doctors are insisting that he needs bed rest. He asks if there might be someone in Pine Valley who could give Kendall support until he is able to visit. Kendall seems to get an idea. She goes to visit Anton.
Anton, returning home, finds Kendall in his room. He reminds Kendall that she told him to get out of her life. Kendall tells him that she was freaked at the idea that she might have been pregnant and would have said anything. She tells him that she has nowhere else to go, and he reminds her of what she said to him when he had nowhere else to go, which was "Go back to Hungary". Kendall responds: "I am not the one who faked an altered state and stabbed him with a letter opener. You want to be mad at someone, go be mad at Erica. She's the one trying to get away with attempted murder." When Anton remains skeptical, she continues to make the case that everything is Erica's fault. Finally she says:
"How can you blame me for the things she's done? I couldn't wreck that much havoc if I wanted to. I don't have it in me. You know me better than anybody. You know that all I wanted was a little affection. You gave me exactly what I needed. You're my first lover. My first love. Don't turn your back on me when I need you the most. Look at me. [takes his face in her hands] Look into my eyes. Am I lying to you? You know that I'm not. You can see it. I know that you can. I need you. I care about you. Please, care about me."
Anton kisses her. They fall onto the bed. Later, Anton gets up and tells Kendall to get out, that they did not make love, they had sex. He tells her: "You told me that 'one night of mediocre sex does not mean committment'. You know what? You're right. Now, go away." Kendall looks surprised.
Kendall is reading about Erica in the Pine Valley Bulletin. Erica, apparently out on bail, has announced a press conference to announce her company's new marketing strategy. Kendall goes downstairs and makes a phone call to find out when Flight 622 from Los Angeles will arrive. Myrtle and Kendall have a discusson about Erica, with Myrtle defending Erica and Kendall suggesting that Myrtle has been "snowed by her like everyone else." Later, Kendall sneaks into Edmund's office and steals his press pass. Edmund walks in on her and asks what she's doing. Kendall says she's just come back to pick up some of her things, and Edmund insists on not leaving her alone in the house. Lucy enters and announces the arrival of Brooke English. He asks Lucy to show Kendall out and to take her housekey from her as well. Back at the boarding house, Kendall makes another call, this time to find out the time of Erica's press conference.
Erica is talking to the press. Behind her are her mother and her lawyer. As the press conference is ending, Kendall pushes Richard Fields in his wheelchair into the room. Erica looks stunned.
Fields says: "Hello, Erica." Erica has flashbacks to the rape and charges the old man screaming "I'll kill you." repeatedly, while Mona and Jack (her lawyer) attempt to restrain her. Jack has Erica removed from the room, and then takes questions. The first question is who is the old man. Jack tells the reporters who Fields is and about the rape. Kendall tells them that the story is a lie. Fields denies Erica's story about the rape, and Kendall identifies Fields as her father. Jack the Lawyer tells the press the real story of what happened to Erica 24 years previously. Fields counters by saying that Erica seduced him "rather expertly". They accuse each other of lying for a while. Dimitri finds out what is happening by turning on the news. Then Erica returns, points dramatically at Fields, and accuses him of rape. Dimitri, having seen this on TV, makes a phone call.
Kendall is watching TV at the boarding house. There is a knock at the door. When Myrtle fails to answer it, Kendall does and is surprised to see Anton, who wants to know what she's up to. He asks for an explanation of her recent attacks on Erica. Kendall responds:
"At least I can Erica for the frigid witch that she really is. So she gave me free run of the house. Big deal. My mother's heart was completely off limits. I was banished to the kitchen with the rest of the hired help, where I could be seen but not heard. Relied on, but never loved."
Anton tells her that she makes loving her impossible. That he's tried. He grabs hold of Kendall by the arms and insists that she tell him just how she brought Dimitri's house down. They struggle, until Richard Fields enters brandishing his cane and tells Anton to let her go. When Anton calls Fields a rapist, Kendall suggests that throwing such terms around might get them thrown at him as well. Anton and Kendall argue for a while about the nature of their relationship while Fields listens. Anton advances the theory that Kendall wanted him to hurt her the same way that she hurt him, because pain is the only thing that makes her feel alive.
At this point, Myrtle walks in, attracted by the noise, and refers to Fields as Kendall's uncle. Anton tells her who Fields really is, and what Kendall has been up to. Myrtle throws Kendall and Fields out of the boarding house.
The TV news program Kendall and her father are watching prior to Dimitri's public statement mentions a local ordinance against the sale of automatic weapons. This might be an indirect comment on the proposed US Federal Assault Weapons Ban, which would be passed by Congress on 13 September 1994.
Kendall is reading THE NATIONAL INTRUDER again, whose headline reads "Hell Hath No Fury Like Erica Scorned". Hayley and an associate come to the door with the purpose in mind to convince Kendall of the true nature of her father. Kendall isn't having any. Fields walks in during Kendall's vehement defense of him and says he's never been more proud in his life. Hayley's associate physically attacks Fields, while Hayley physically restrains Kendall, who wants to help her father. Finally Hayley tells her friend to stop, and releases Kendall. Kendall throws them out of her motel room.
Later, Kendall and her father watch Dimitri make a televised statement backing Erica's version of events and stating that Erica made a tremendous effort to establish a bond with her illegitimate daughter, and that Kendall, not Erica, was the reason that effort failed. Upon hearing this, Kendall went immediately to the District Attorney offering to testify against Erica.